Vivid visions of just me.
Wrapping my arms around myself and encountering my own brilliance without the thoughts of your companionship trickling through.
Your otherness typically feels so warm and compliments me so well, it’s almost as you follow the circuits of my mind.
I can call and stay on the line…I don’t speak and you know exactly what to say.
Although, you certainly don’t complete me, I am my own person, this I am certain.
My own desires and thoughts flow through me a tad differently. It’s like I am a river and we connect when I enter your basin.
Deep within, I know I don’t need you, but I want you to accompany me throughout some of my life. For now, I want you to be a part of my routine—to say the least.
I want to be your sunshine, but it is if you are on a blinding, uneasy ride. This moment in time, you are lost and unsettled, I must let you climb.
This is necessary, but who wants to be alone? I don’t think this world was made for us to always be in solitude.
Sometimes we need to meet and connect like the river and the sea–let’s be an estuary.
Rich and free, I hope to meet you again and feel your warmth like my favorite tea.
Or my favorite food, melting within my dark soul, enlightening my world.
For now I’ll wait and worry less about others, meaning you.
I’ll try to be this kind of beautiful…